Hold On

How many times do I have to leave until you do?

I want you to hold on
Longer than I ever could

Breaking my back to think of a future without you in it
Although I'll still just go out tonight
To a bar or a friends

You don't know to care
It's not with you

But what if I told you a secret?
What if I gave you the upper hand by
Telling you my nightlife truth?

How Im surrounded by everyone on everything
Feeling more alone than that next morning
After leaving you

Everything that I need, I need from you

I wish I wasn't so good with my words,
Then perhaps you'd believe everything I said to be true

Later Days
 

Fall Break

I'm thankful enough to know that you're still around

Spit flies from our cursed words whenever we gather
Like I imagined it would
On the bus ride home

Better sons bring better suns

But I couldn't be that

When your problems become so big
They become my own
As your world comes crashing through my clouds 
 
With all these things I've done
Never outweighed by what I've said
And I can only guess as to what
You think I really mean

Later Days