I needed that anchor in my life
A reminder of my days when I was better, brighter
In your magical steps and playful heart, you were that anchor for me
You
We are forever captured in time, frozen in that Summer
One of the best one's of our life
But you can't be that anchor anymore
I won't let you
Back then I didn't know shit
And I don't know shit now
I be going through things
But who would know?
I shouldn't question my strength
Most of this stuff is my fault
Yet
Everyone else knows its really not
And it's taking me apart
The terrible truth of being too young
And having to choose between you
and what the rest of the world could offer me
What do you do when you don't want to choose
Later Days, Longer Nights