When You Fall

There's nothing really in my head tonight.
There was, just literally a couple minutes ago, but it's lost.

Those guys didn't think I'd do it.
I told them I'd do it.

Later Days, Longer Nights...sometime

Going Off

I've been drinking Dirt Wolf and it has me slightly open.
I just want to say that I'm not going to stop writing on this little island.
I love seeing where I've been. Where I thought I could go. What's happened to me.

Everyone should keep a diary.

Later Days, Longer Nights

1708 N. Broad St. Philadelpia, Pa 19121

Sometimes I feel like I'm failing when I see what everyone else is doing
I'm not lazy, there are things going on
But I'm kind of lazy too.

I try to look straight ahead,
Even when looking all around is really where I'm usually found
And some of my friends just go so far and I
Wonder, how did you get there?
Hard work? Sponsorship? Parents?
I don't want to raise my children poor
Like myself.
Although I'm doing okay now,
it's just enough.
And although I can buy things I want,
Its all trash to the afterlife.

I gotta be going soon.
Changing into whatever I fear.

It makes me ask myself "What can I offer you? You, who has more than me."
"Have you heard some of the things I say? Why haven't you run away?"
"Have you seen where I've come from? I doubt it, I don't even go there."
"I sold my life for 8 years. Maybe I could've done without it, like so many of you."

Later Days, Longer Nights