Yes, I can feel it.
This Summer has literally broken me and from the ashes, a new phoenix has risen.
A bit dramatic wording, but I cant put it any other way. I like when Im able to see what I was and feel what I have become.
Its a difference. I appreciate God, my friends, my enemies, the threat of jail, the future, and everything else that played into this new person.
I actually have a plan for whats up ahead and I know plans usually get turned around, but Im pretty sure I can keep a level head with this one.
Im the only one.
I have no brothers, no sisters, no father,
it's just me and mum.
My family is on my back and this is where it all starts, with me.
My kids, their kids, they all will stem from what I do with my life and coming from a current life where Im surrounded by a majority of peers who had a head start, whereas I didn't, I look at myself and think "I want that."
Doesnt mean Im not going to stop having fun like I always do,
Im just going to head in a funny direction..
It ignites my bones to know I finally have something to look forward to.
Enough of this brooding mood though,
until next post, its as it always was with me,
never a goodbye, just a goodnight.
Later Days
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