The Hangover

I'm trying to get away form these downer posts, but crud keeps happening.
Every day is a shift to whatever plan I have.
Right, left, up, then down
I dont know which way this thing is going next.

This life thing is growing out of control.

Sometimes I wake up and notice Im someone Im not
Sometimes I look in the mirror and dont like what I see

Im starting to get the hangover.
When the parties over and everyone goes home, you sober up.
I've been partying for a long time.

Even though shit kinda sucks right now, the weirdest part of it all is that I'm ok.
I'm perfectly fine with what's coming ahead and it irks the hell out of me because...
?
Can't say.
There's just something in me that wants to carry on.

Later Days