It's Saturday! And i just finished cleaning my room -__-
Mum never asks me to do it, but it gets done anyway.
Yesterday I worked a long shift at work and as the day progressed, I noticed that the weather wasn't what I expected at all.
I could dare say that it pumped with me memories of a Summer past.
That isn't the point though.
Yesterday felt a lot like what I would interpret Limbo to feel.
That inexplicable gut instinct that something isn't going to be right in the future...
It's a domain or state of anxiety, but even with its looming presence, you are calm to what's going on at the moment.
It moves you to curiosity, yet paralyzes the drive to actually go out and uncover the mystery until it's too late.
Now, I know you're probably thinking "this nigga has gone off the edge", but hear me out real quick.
Limbo is referred to as the edge of hell.
Purgatory is the complete opposite.
Limbo, in my own head, can be seen as a pessimistic outlook during whatever stable moment you are living in life. For example, if I'm just walking around a park thinking about whatever, in the back of my mind I feel like something bad is going to happen, I'm just waiting to see what it is.
Purgatory is the optimistic aspect.
That's it really.
I know it's bad to think negatively, as it may even invite omens to appear in one's life, but I was kind of right... Something happened later on that night and it wasn't of my own doing, but it does greatly affect me.
Sucks.
Whatever.
(Cue genuine laughter)
I am good about the whole situation though.
Guess I'm a new resident of Purgatory now, but Limbo is always welcoming to us.
Later Days
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