Apartment

I thought it didn't bother me, but I was wrong.
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Anyways,
By the time anyone reads this I'll already be gone
Carried away to wherever I need to be that hour
Dominick and his destinations
Everyday
Fortune doesn't have her hand out, so I have to go seek it on my own time
Going places I don't care to travel
Hating the fact that I realized life too soon

It's so much hope to carry with me
Just as much dread to remember
"Keep pushing... head up and head on"

Lunar skies and careless minds
My possible moira
Nightlife and all the things I take from it, ha
Obviously I'm getting old
Pitchers filled with liquids my liver can't digest easily
Queasy mornings
Really, between you and me....
Some nights I just want to hide from my eager friends
The things they want to do, feel like things I've already done

Unless it's the bathroom or
Vacant lots made for one
When it comes to being out in this world, I don't want to be alone

Xanax may be my next best friend
You know how some things go
Zen or Xanax, whichever one comes first

Later Days