Freddie M.

A lonely figure atop a bright mountain has seen me
With no telescope, it can see me and knows how I feel
We might be two of the same

 "Look up to the sky and see"

Matter to me, does this matter to me?

As I listen to his music
Startled by his adolescent emotion
This ancient embrace never was my taste
"Nothing really matters to me"
I want that to be my answer
Then I can give it all away to someone who thinks otherwise
I can't find any value in my baggage

As I listen to this music
Moved by someone else's soul
"Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me"
Please say it aint so
As I come to grips with the true nature of sins
Does it come from the things we did or failed not to do
This is where we live

I don't want that to be my answer today
I love people in my world while
My flesh is slowly
closing, just like tombs before me
Everyone knows where we're going
We just don't know where we're headed
There's dirt
And cold or light


I never want to get there or there
It isn't here

Tried to change the song because it makes me feel uneasy
Yet I played it again, because it actually speaks to me
Unlike anything else I thought I could ever hear 


And I know people think I write nonsense or whiny dribble
But this may be the most revealing post I can ever write
My first manifesto

My thoughts dont stop here. "He could not refrain from going on with them, but it seems to us that we may stop here"

Later Days, Longer Nights