Rescind Life

Do not ask where I've been, for I can no disclose such information.

I can only say how I felt;

A child in the mouth of hell.

For the past couple of month and a half, that's what I've been.

By the end of this episode, I still won't be able to know where I went wrong

As a human being,

A boy trying to find his way like everyone else.

I've mingled with guilty demons and innocent hearts only to find that most of us have

Been misplaced.

Each day was a full-out battle to remember what life was like before;

I'm sorry to say that I've lost my footing sometimes with thoughts of

Calling that dread Home.


I wonder how many times I can come back from the dead.


When (If ?) I leave, it won't really be me.
When (If ?) I finally go, the same person who went in will not return
And I found the source of sorrow springing from the truth.

Something great

And bright

Was forced into near-oblivion, but a small piece held on,

No matter how razed you leave the land

Their salt will not kill the crop.

It will grow.

A small piece that learned things and

Felt pain,

Others and its own, that was totally

Unique

Only to this place, yet

Was it worth it? Did it deserve it?

Nope.


I will (?) return shaken forevermore,

Smelling of gray, thinking of death, for what? Not a goddamn reason.

God,

Forgive them because they do not understand

The irreversible damage they have placed on
One Man.



Later Days, Longer Nights