Back

I tried to think
back
to that moment when
I was
only a sperm

When I yelled so
loud and fought
so hard against
my brothers and sisters
to
exist in this
world

I won
but I
don't know what
I wanted here

Love is tiring
Alcohol is seductive
Records are never clean
I'm here not breathing

All the smiles I make
Don't weigh a thing
All the jokes I make
Aren't really my thing
Back to that moment
I forget

Later Days, Longer Nights

I Should've Said,

I miss you.

Never Say

You are an everything I can't have

The weight of it all caught up

I'm smoking right now

Wish you were here

It looks like we're ending the first phase

The greatest break apart and come back stronger than before

Who know's if you're down for the cliche

You feel better than any drink
You are better than every party
You're worth more than any money

But that won't pay the rent

That won't keep me fed

When my mum calls me asking for money

I feel bad

Then you ask if we'll meet next month

I feel worse

Tired of never having shit

I lost when I came to this town

I quit once I had to leave you