Back

I tried to think
back
to that moment when
I was
only a sperm

When I yelled so
loud and fought
so hard against
my brothers and sisters
to
exist in this
world

I won
but I
don't know what
I wanted here

Love is tiring
Alcohol is seductive
Records are never clean
I'm here not breathing

All the smiles I make
Don't weigh a thing
All the jokes I make
Aren't really my thing
Back to that moment
I forget

Later Days, Longer Nights