I Want Them To Stop

Last night I had another dream with Chanel in it.

There's only been 2.

The first one started off with me in Brazil (or at least my version of Brazil cause I've never been there before)
I was walking around and there were palm trees and I was in a marketplace
A toucan flew past me and I was smiling and shit
Then she came from around some corner and was smiling at me
It hit me that we came together and we walked around the marketplace,
entering some department store.
I woke up after that.

Last night,
It started off with me in bed and I could tell the dream mirrored the situation I'm in now.
I could feel that we weren't talking like how we used to and I was just in bed watching tv.
Then she texted me and I got all happy and shit because she very rarely does so if I don' text her first.
She told me she got a place in Atlanta or maybe it was NC, I can't remember
I got really, genuinely happy for her and she started telling me about the place.
Then I woke up.

I don't know what these mean or if they even mean anything at all.
I want them to stop because when I wake up and realize where I am
I remember that its a dream. We don't really speak.

Later Days, Longer Nights