Thank You

Even when surrounded by the doubts,
I chose to stick around.
You did the usual and the newly created.
I gave thanks to you for one reason:
Because you deserved it.

This is now a turning point in my life.
You are not the whole reason for this change,
But a moderate bit is owed.
I was about to bind myself to your embrace
And break in two.
You wanted to get closer to me and I protested
So much.
Luckily for me,
I didnt tell you the story of my life....
I didnt tell you the demons from my past....
Kept you on the outside even when you begged to be let in.
I know you didnt try to hurt me,
But a part of me didnt know.
I gave you the doubt of the benefit and was slowly starting to change that,
Yet you showed your true colors before the transformation was complete.

Thanks for saying it and not meaning a single word.
It was a feeling I had forgotten about for a long time;
Deceit as fresh as meadow dew.
Even though these words come off spiteful,
I want them to display the opposite.
From the bottom of my heart and from the essence of my soul,
I genuinely enjoyed the whole story.
It has now come to a close.

Later Days