$10 for a 2 Liter

Every since I was a child
I wanted to believe that I was descended from a god
Animals raised me and there was an uncanny ability in my soul
I'm special, like Peter Parker after the incident
Handcrafted trinkets
Supernovas
I'd like to think my blood can cure any disease
That there's more out there for me

But I know I'm just a guy who never knew his father
And I have trouble learning things I should've already been taught
Humbling myself constantly, yet
Not really understanding what I'm trying to not brag about

Maybe Im fucked up
Or maybe I lucked out

I'd love to believe I've let them go
All of those old flames

Sadly, I can't say I really have
I even asked

People in my heart,
yet not in my life have weighed me down for so long
So long that the one who cares the most feels worthless while
I tend to my own self-inflicted wounds

I want to do better without even trying
That didn't work, so now Im really trying because
Nobody is gonna do like I for you 
 
That world is real
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I've been drinking syrup for two days straight

It feels like purple slime oozing down my chest
In my chair, making me feel heavy and making me think odd thoughts
I read once that there is only 4 people in the world

Those who like you for the right reason
and
Those who like you for the wrong reason

Then

There's those who don't like you for the wrong reason
and
Those who don't like you for the right reason

I only care about the last

Later Days