Get Back In The Ring Kid

That's why I keep this thing
To see where my head was at a certain time. To compare. To know when I backtrack.
Moments in life that become memories
To see when I won and when I lost
So, here it goes,

Disregard what I said about hating her.

I'm Dominick. I am a fighter. That's me.
I want her. I want everything about her. And I won't give up on that.
Fight

I need to learn patience, space right now is important.
Give her time to think about me and us
I'm not good at waiting or space
Yet, I'm gonna learn
Because...

Come April, I'm going to give it one more shot.
Step back in the ring and fight for her again.
I fucking love Chanel.

I'm not perfect. I make mistakes.
Maybe I was holding back before, I don't know why.
I'm on my last breath, but I'm taking a second wind and I'm following my heart.

I will do anything for that girl because she means to me what Earth is to humans
She's home

Fate tapped me on the shoulder and told me what to do

My next couple of posts won't mention her, I promise, but I couldn't keep this in my head.
I prayed about this. I sat in my room, not reminiscing, only remembering.
People have arguments, disagreements. We can rise above that. I forgot.

So for right now, I'm waiting for that day in April.
Even now, I'm nervous, but I gotta get up and fight for her and her soul.
Just thinking about this gives me jitters, the good kind.
Makes me feel strong.
Like there's a heat, an inner glow that makes me feel like this is more than right,
its divine.
I'm following that,
I'm following that fucking feeling right back to her.

Until then, I'm getting ready
I want to change the world with her
See you soon