Insurance

 Among the many lifelong subjects (ranging from taxes, financial literacy, debt, credit cards, etc.) the U.S. public school system should teach to students, insurance should be at the top.

I'm pretty certain more than half the country doesn't really understand how it works.

I am included in that figure.

My insurance got changed for some reason and now all my doctors and dentists are no good. Im not really bummed out about this aspect.

Im upset at the fact that now I have to find a new therapist.

I got an appointment I long time ago and was suppose to finally go to my first session once I got back, but now that's dead.

He was perfect (from the reviews)...black, educated, and seemed to know his shit.

I always thought it was a good idea to go, but I haven't been sleeping for almost 2 months now.

Not full blown insomnia, but I'll try to go to sleep and end up only clocking like 2-3 hours at most.

Its making me tired (of course), paranoid, easily agitated, and just an overall shittier person.

I don't want to be prescribed any medication though...I think I need advice and a little bit of guidance from someone who will actually listen to me without bias.

Between my bi-coastal problems, I dont know what to expect next, but

I know the show will keep going on...cause it always does. 

Its so funny that it borders depressing.

You can't have happy endings in sitcoms, not really, because if everyone's happy, the show would be over, and above all else, the show...has to keep going. There's always more show. Until there isn't.

You know, the weird thing about both your parents being dead is it means that you're next. I mean, you know, obviously it's not like there's a waitlist for dying. Any one of us could get run over by a Snapchatting teen at any moment. And you would think that knowing that would make us more adventurous, and kind, and forgiving. But it makes us small, and stupid, and petty.

Later Days , Longer Nights