Whoa

 I've never written a post from my phone. 

Feels so new age.

Comes with the bease of accessibility and the flaws of typos.

So what did i wanna say?

There's no perfect version of me once this ends.

I tried to be spiteful, yet God had other plans.

It's too late for me on the other end.

I don't even wanna be happy. I just wanna do right.

But when a liar tells the truth, can she accept it as such or just think it's a lie?

I don't know. I'm not being dramatic when i tell my friends i want to die.

I close my eyes and i can see her crying.

All the time...literally.

I take the bus in Baltimore and i have a decent amount of time to myself and my mind wanders....i like it, but it strolls back to her.

And i think about this song and the part that says "I done did shit that make me hate myself". I'm trying to fix the Wi-Fi while i let one eye cry.

The song title is "It gets better" but i haven't seen it yet.

Later days , longer nights