The rain here sucks a lot. Ive never been in this many puddles in my life, but I guess college is where you experience new things. Aside from boring chit-chat about the weather, Im still out of place here...and I think Im actually content with it. In highschool, I basically had everything I wanted, whenever I wanted it. I worked from the bottom and had a great 2 year run before I left. Here...well, Im at the bottom again: the serious bottom. I guess I rather be unknown now than dread infamy, when it comes. Who knows, maybe it wont come here at all... majority of people here are stuck in a bubble of consciousness that manifests itself as arrogance, conceitedness, and borderline vanity to some extent. Im not trying to figure myself out, but I cant say the same for some of my freshmen peers. Its this space between insane and insecure that I cant understand with my views...but Im human. Im allowed to make mistakes. Im just happy Im having the courage to live because truthfully anyone can die.
Later Days
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