Go back to where you belong

It's pointless and consuming
2015 is done

Got some, lost more

And you can hold on to whatever bright bulb of hope you got, but it's going to be tested
by something dark,
by something heavy,
by something.

I wanted to go against the trends. Be the change you want to see.

People pull me in when I wasn't even in the position for that to be the case at first...
They changed my mind about shit, then right when I start to give it a shot,
the rug is pulled from my feet.

I should smoke a cigarette.
I need whiskey on the ice.
Need to be alone, more.
Again.

I said it before, then discarded the belief.
Maybe it should be revived?

I'm too young to be good.

Later Days, Longer Nights