Semper Fidelis

Moving away from the scene has never been so fruitful before

It hit me a couple nights ago that people leave an impression on me too easily
That shit has led me to too many instances where I'm thinking about someone who isn't thinking about my ass at all

And then it's so cool not to care these days
I try to go against that wave and it never works out
Rian tells me I'm one of the nicest guys he knows and he doesn't even understand why
I said to him,
"I'm in that line too."

So, I'm thinking I'll just stop meeting new people on such a frequent basis
I threw myself and my face and my taste out there and it's a fun ride, but I get exhausted by people
There ways and other shit
You can only do so much for someone who never had anything
For someone who doesn't even know what they want

Then to add on, I'm generally underwhelmed most of the time, by a lot
Not a good combo

I'm living life like I won't find love because it's harder this way

Later days, Longer nights or some shit like that