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It's so early but I have an exam in a couple of hours
Last minute cram session

Everyone is talking about my hometown
Facebook activists, The Rock, Ray Lewis, CNN

But I'm here

I checked on my family and most of them are doing okay
Except, of course, mum
I have no idea why she doesn't tell me things until it's way past fine
In the opposite direction of good

Now she's on my mind
And once again, I can't fix our problems in a second like I want,
But I'll settle for baby steps regardless
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On the bus ride back, I had a weird thought about my purpose on Earth, or at least one of them...
I think I was put here to destroy to certain degree
To create at a higher rate
Then It hit me that
Whereas some people would think
Creating > Destruction
I find it's a little less complex
Creating = Destroying

Later Days, Longer Nights (shit, I'm back in America)