Yeah. So.

I should've died already.

I've been drinking and realized I should've died by now.

The world I live in is broken beyond repair.

That's from S.C. to her, seeing someone else already

I was suppose to keep it G but sometimes I don't

Whatever

I should be dead but im not

I don't wanna die

I haven't ran from a fight and I won't start now.

Later Days, Longer Nights