I should be studying

All this hate would incinerate a normal person to ash, but it keeps me warm at night.
Love is a fastball thrown that I couldn't catch, so cupid takes the strike.
I wanna be free and chained to wherever you lead, yet oxymoron's are never easy to complete.
I tried to kill myself 3 times at once, but Cerberus wouldn't eat me alive.

Thanks for noticing and thanks for passing me by.
Thanks for loving and fearing me at the same time.
Take care is what I always say, but whats the point?
You probably wont ever know I wrote this for you after you ignored my text.

Later Days