Its the highs and the lows.
The manic and the depression.
At every peak, there is a cliff where it all falls down.
Before I jumped, a sign was at the entrance. It read "Welcome to Rock Bottom".
Teenage angst is delicious when its happening to others, but when Im the victim, I dont laugh as much.
These melancholy shifts I experience are far from a delight. Im listening to "Everything is Alright" by Motion City Soundtrack just so I can hear a lie with a tune.
Im a wolf at heart, a hunter in spirit, so I dont know what to do when there's nothing to catch. I used to be better than this, another time ago. For the first time in my life, I dont know what to do.
Its not even about the hunt, its just the fact I have no one to fall on. This is my digital diary...no need to lie to myself. Looks like Im falling apart...ew.
Im sleepy, I cant say anymore. The demons wont allow me.
Later Days
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