Who Are You ?

Thats a difficult question.

Im trying to get away. Im trying to fall in love without being reminded of the previous leap.
Im a lot of things that aren't working out, yet luckily for me, I never have doubt.
Maybe Im dreaming about that too; being a lonely fool has its perks when you want to lie to yourself.

I thought I heard her say "Dominick", but it was really "Derrick".
She gets revenge on me everyday by being hallowed as an unrequited love, so I just keep destroying the monument. I wish I could say thanks for the memories, but that would be bittersweet.

When your face is numb and everything looks like the back of your eyelids, it feels right. I got these demons I can't let out, so I sedate them with drinks or feed them hearts, whichever comes first.

I cant do that question justice honestly. There's a lot about me I can and can't explain. Its weird, but reassuring. Those first two things are just the simple aspects floating around in my mind right now.

I want someone, but I dont know who that is.
I want something true. Someone tell me something new.
Dont worry, Im even getting confused.

Later Days